Sitting here, in the office, only two days apart from the end of my voluntary service, I feel confused, like a soldier after a war. My services are no longer needed here.
My EVS life is over, need to pack my belongings and leave out there in the world. I have to face the reality again. Only if I know what is a reality, this has been my life.
People say EVS is lifechanging, I think it is changing your perception of life.
This experience has taught me that if I dedicate enough time and energy in something I can do anything and yet I don’t know what to do next.
I wanna continue without a plan, just to let the wind to carry me but I am scared if I will come across a storm unprepared.
I know, it is scary and challenging at the same time.
I have always been an optimist but in this blog post, I will be a realist.
I have been so long on the road that I don’t know where home is anymore.
EVS has taught me about the possibilities, about the choices, about my qualities, my strength and weakness, how much I am capable of, EVS thought me not how to dream, but how to plan the steps from dream to reality.
And again, EVS is not a life-changing experience it is part of life, a big and important one.
my EVS story 